Monday, January 19, 2015

After a long hiatus

Wow, it's been forever, hasn't it? I honestly don't even remember what all is on this blog anymore. I guess I'll have to go back and read my own blog, isn't that unbelievable? Just a smidge... I'm mostly getting back into blogging because it'll be a good way to start writing something, just a hundred words or so, a day, and at the end of the week (hopefully...) compiling it into something coherent. I used to write - a lot, compared to now! - in high school, and I miss it, but it's really hard to get back into once I've been out a while. I start feeling like everything's all crap and terrible, and bluh, enough about that or I'll psych myself out.
I'm honestly surprised that my blog still gets pageviews, like, kind of often. There's been pageviews all this week, which like, are people here on accident? There's basically nothing here! But at the same time, it made me feel like maybe I should start writing here after all, because if people are going to read old, moldy posts, I may as well put something out there that people might actually be interested in, right?
My plan for the next few posts is to go through and add some background, which I never added before because I was super super paranoid that somebody (specific, but also in the general sense) would find me through the internet, but I'm not in hiding anymore. I still want to be vague-ish (altered names, not exact locations) because with a child now, privacy is still important, but I'm feeling kind of good about trying to get myself out there a little bit. Maybe then I can stop being so afraid.

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